ahhh!!!!! my stupid new lj won't let me leave comments cuz it says i didn't verify my e-mail adddress but i just did. grr...help please.

new lj~

mendxmyxheart

would someone like to be a dear and please do my layout?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIOBHAN!!!!!!!!!

I love you!!!! hope u had a great day!! <3

it seems to me that everyone is moving on. they have new friends and new things to do. but it seems like i'm just standing still and being left behind. i dunno if its just that maybe no one wants to deal with me anymore or if its me thats holding myself back. but honestly,i would rather have people tell me that they don't want me around anymore ( Read more... )

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i hate this feeling. i hate the way i let silent tears fall down my face because im afraid that if i make a sound it will all come out and i won't be able to stop it. i wish i could just stop existing all together. i wish i was some other person who was just observing my life. i wish i was invisible and that no one saw me or cared about me. i wish ( Read more... )

i feel like doin somethin totally outta character. like something that would get me in trouble....not like goin to jail or anything but like something no one would expect from plain-old goody-goody lacey. soemtimes i hate how predictable i am and i wish i could be different. but i have comfort in knowing that people have certain expectations of me ( Read more... )

I AM: a dork
I WANT: a guy to fall in love with me <3 ( Read more... )

i spent thanksgiving at my aunt's (a.k.a. paul's mom) house. everyone came including my cuzins from san diego. so we got there kinda late thanks to yours truly (i was running behind in getting ready) but definitely not as late as my aunt and uncle (from san diego) who are ALWAYS late. for awhile i helped out in the kitchen like i cut green beans ( Read more... )