hello yall lol not.. i am kind of in a better mood just a little frustrated my bf and his familly are goin to have to maybe move soon and that means that he might go to another school and that sucks ass. man i am so tired right now ( Read more... )

ok i am now having even more issues because my new bf is being evicted from his house his mom is treating me with total disrespect and she is now complaining about me behind my back... i don't seariously have any idea what to do.. this is so confusing plus eric wants to take me back that is also confusing to me because i thought that he hated me.. ( Read more... )

god i am so damn happy u have no idea.... i can't stop smilling....i guess u could say that i am in total love...jordon is so cool he is so hot and the funnyest kid any of u all could meet.....i feel somthing inside me that not even eric could me even feel. i am serious...in a way it scares me because i know that its goin to hurt more then when ( Read more... )

ok i broke up with todd because he was starting to scare me and plus i didsame way about him as he did me but yeah now i am goin out with someone who is much better then eric well at least i think so and so does my sis lol we have so much in common god if u made a list it would be at least two pages long. he is like a male version of me. lol. i ( Read more... )

ok i think i might have a concusion, lol today was my holloween party and i was trying to hold a door closed on chad and he smashed through smashing the door into my head. supposably to my dad my eyes are dialated and he said that i would be fine if i wasn't dizzy but i am which i didn't tell him that oh well if i don't ever wake up i guess it ( Read more... )

hey u all lol i have a new bf and this time i am not goin to fuck it up even though i don't know what i did to fuck up the last one. but oh well he was an asswhole to not of told me what the fuck was goin on with him. i have been having so much fun with him its not even funny. we have been hangin out at this new place called brunswickzone. it is a ( Read more... )

i am so lost right now it has been a day since eric broke up with me and i fell so lost and empty.my heart had been crushed into the smallest of pieces and its practically inmposible to pick them back up. all day i tryed to hold in my emtions but now i find that it is imposible to do that too. i feel that i had lost a part of me that is needed for ( Read more... )

well eric broke up with me and i didn't even do anything he just called me on the phone and left a message saying that me not telling him where i was is fucked up and said that we where through ( Read more... )

ok now hear is the thing everything is ok now and eric feals like shit about the hole ordeal and he was just trying to scare me so that i would back off well i know i am a little out there and i don't care people should axcept me for who i am and not a penny more. god i am so sore right now i had to carry 100 of more lb. bags full of shingles and ( Read more... )

i don't get people and life.i am so lost and unbelivably scared. the way i have been feeling is wrong and i am so lost in what i know. what i thought that i knew i guess was wrong and what i don't know confuses me. my mind is spinning and is going out of control. why wasn't eric there for me when i needed him the most? why did i punch that wall? ( Read more... )