So, alot has happened.

Me and Matt broke up early in the engagement.  which i thought was bad at first but i should re cap on life since then

So Sears, i met Mike.  We only took cigarette breaks together, or should i say, saw each other outside alot.  I gave him my number one night, but i was afraid to talk to him outside of work... well after the ( Read more... )

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1. his hair color? brown....
2. his eye color? brown
3. his height? 6'
4. does he have a six pack? yesss
5. is his hair long or short? Short...
6. does he wear glasses? nope
7. does he have piercings? he did....
8. does he have scars? big ones
9. would he stay on the phone with you until 2 a.m.? if not stay on, call me at
10. ( Read more... )

OK so big news.

April Vacation i worked almost 40 hours. got paid big money. it was great.
Got a few letters from Matt <3 I miss him soo much ( Read more... )

So Matt leaves for Chicago for basic training April 12.  tell me thats not as close as i think it is.. =(  im trying to hold strong for him, and support him, god damn navy has to go n recruit him.  It makes me so mad to know hes actually leaving me here.  He goes to chicago for 8 weeks, then texas, then like japan or something.  wtf am i supposed ( Read more... )

Ok so number one.  College and school shit.
I have been letting my classes n grades slip.  its time to buckle down again n stop getting failure warnings.  I got accepted to 5 colleges.  Framingham, Bridgewater, Fitchburg, Westfield and Chestnut Hill (pennsylvania) with a 10,000 scholarship +/

number two.  relationships.
Ok so ya as most people know.  ( Read more... )

Ok so i still need to get fucked up.

Me n matt got back together on Christmas.  then we broke up again.
Then we got back together maybe last monday ish.
And things were going great.
Now i dont know again... it seems okay but ive been wrong before... obviously.
Maybe things arent ment to be okay all the time.

I got accepted to Framingham State and they ( Read more... )

i still need to get fucked up.

I HAVE A FUCKIN CAR!!!!!

<3

things arent better yet.

aside:
Applications in the mail tomorrow morning.  
-Framingham State
-Worcester State
-Fitchburg State
-Bridgewater State
-Westfield State
-Chestnut Hill

Crossing the fingers for chestnut hill... it will be a beautiful trip to a new life.   <3
Pennsylvania here i come.. i hope.

Aside:
i wanna get f#cked up.

I just left the boy i love.
This better be the best thing for me.
Because right now it doesnt feel right.
I miss him.