Wow, so I haven't used this in awhile ( Read more... )

I'm writing this at 3:30am in the morning in an internet cafe full of mostly asians who are all playing wow or some other game. I feel out of place and I love it ( Read more... )

I found myself asking myself a question I have not asked for quite some time. I feel once again, as though I have lost myself. I remember a number of months ago saying that I finally knew who I was and that is one of the greatest things that one person can have. But at the moment I am no longer quite sure. The end of the year is very near, and I ( Read more... )

well...things are ..alright. actually things are kinda sucky at the moment ( Read more... )

Maths. I hate it. I can't recall passing any maths classes in yr9 or yr10, and I deffinatly did not continue it in yr12, though I did try in yr11 but obviously gave it up with the thought of "I'm studying fashion design, I dont need much maths for that." how very much I would like to travel back into the past and meet my young stupid naive 16 or ( Read more... )

Everynow and then I find myself absolutly surged with anger and hatred and bitterness at what happened earlier this year. Usually this happends in my sleep, as my subconscious still seems determined to remind me of all the bullshit that happened in that house of hell. Since I've moved out of that rats nest, which at first claimed to be full of open ( Read more... )

Ive decided, this time, I wont run away. I'll face what comes my way and what ever happends and still move to Sydney. So I'll move, and I'll stay, and I'll wait. No matter how long the wait is.

Backup plan:
Master Roulette and work on the cruise ships travelling the world.

table test at starcity in october.

I had a dream about an old friend who I havent really thought about for a while...and it makes me think...think about everyone back in Canberra ( Read more... )