some days, hopelessness gets control ( Read more... )

i'll do my best to try to explain ( Read more... )

i'm not putting the entire song series in the lj right now, but there's now 6 songs all about love. if you care to see them, let me know.

   this is everything       (as of january 1, 2006)

1.  "America Imploding"                      [Sep. 12th, 2005|12:29 am]

2.  "the jungle casualty"                [Sep. 18th, 2005|12:50 am]

3.  “HOMECOMING PART I”                   [Sep. 24th, 2005|05:35 pm]

4.  “HOMECOMING PART II (heart's last cry) ”             [Sep. 25th, 2005|03:55 ( Read more... )

i think that i have ( Read more... )

"the plethora of alternatives, part VI:

to die of a broken heart _//  the reality"

[Dec. 27th, 2005|02:13 am]

this is over

am i giving up on giving up?

because right now it feels like

i never really did it right in the first place

so it's time to show the world

the final result of the

plethora of alternatives

the progression of both sides ( Read more... )

"silence before the plethora's requiem"         [Dec. 24th, 2005|11:59 pm]

silent night

lonely night

all is wrong

all alone

leave my heart to be

beating alone

on the road and

i'm not coming home

die in heavenly peace

sleep in heavenly peace..

what's the point of repeatedly asking

every single year of longing

when i know i will never ( Read more... )

You Are From Neptune


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well this hurts

being run off the road

slamming into a ditch

i am never coming home

tell them all i love them so

and tell them it wouldn't let me go

if they could see me be me again

could they have helped me resist it?

this i will forever doubt

the roads were awfully slick that night

the freezing rain and sleet and snow

all made for a deadly ( Read more... )

there are so many stories about love's irony

but today i've felt the pain of one that was close to me

it wasn't me in the relationship because it never has been

instead it was a friend that's best and love's irony took him in

i won't name names but

i knew a couple of several weeks

rather affectionate they were

like love notes everyday and kisses ( Read more... )