i'm not going to prom
too much CRAP...sorry...
no im not sorry, just upset.
fuck off

they'll never understand the ups & downs. they'll never understand that feeling i get. how can i tell them that i smile like i've never smiled before & i get butterflies like never before. this stupid feeling is taking over & i cant control it. i hate living my life so unsure about everything tho. when i want something, i should just go for it, ( Read more... )

valentine's day was so awesome.
but i guess things arent always what they seem.
or may not always turn out like you want them to.
no more love...

everytime i try to forget about you, you do something that wont let me stop thinking about you...kinda. ughh this sucks.

im soo over yesterday.

fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck ( Read more... )

remind me again why i like high school...

jeez, today was really weird. more weird than yesterday.
& longer too.
everything happened so fast that my head is still fucking spinning.
wtf?

today was weird. i hate mixed signals. i hate over analyzing things. i hate guys who send me mixed signals & make me over analyze things. just get me out of high school & i'll be fine ( Read more... )

im writing in this thing.
something must be wrong.
so far, ive ONLY gotten into FIU. im shitting in my pants because i havent heard from anywhere else (UF, FSU, UCF, Barry, Nova, Northeastern, UM). gahhh i guess i have to wait. i hate people who already know where they are going. no, really i hate you. lol just kidding.
umm yeah.
boys suck, too.bye

does this mean that everything is fixed...kinda?

what the fuck is going on
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh