whyyy?
this weekend sucked!
you fucking make me wanna puke, asshole.
stop doing this. you know how i feel.
you dont know how bad you've hurt me.
STOP IT! please...

i dont wanna be a bitch anymore.
i just wanna go back to normal!
is that alot to fucking ask?

this is all too much.
i havent been able to take it all in yet.
& i probably never will.

i deleted the last couple of posts.

whoever that fucking smart ass was who kept leaving anonymous comments: sorry i ruined your fun but get a life!

fuckthisnigguh

soo last night, liz slept over. we had a big mac orgy! haha good times =) "SHIRT & UNDIES.....I SWARE!" lmfao we had a loooooooong talk & i love her for it. (dude, they are my everything.....=/) tried to do hw but that didnt work lol went to bed like at 1am (cuz it was a fucking school night!) got up @ 7...soooo tired! lol =) then went to oasis ( Read more... )

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im in a really good mood right now. nothing today has gone bad & nothing will because i wont let it! haha =) soo i finally got my stereo installed in my car =) i took it this morning. then i came home & cleaned it because god knows that car needed a good clean! lol i spent 3 hours on that shit, but it was worth it! thenn i took a shower (because i ( Read more... )

im bored.
what a fucked up weekend.
i could have been at UF.

i dont know what to say or feel anymore. fuck this shit or keep trying? forget it or set a goal? i cant get these thoughts out of my head. wtf?! i hate when certain thoughts take over. its soo fucking irritating & frustrating! fuck i hate being confused. i hate having to think things out like this. im not getting hurt like last time, tho. i fucking ( Read more... )

soo bored. lol today was kinda okay? i guess. school was boring, nothing exciting. after school, i played pool with jennifer & abby! lol & then we went to 7-11 to get mango peach slurpees! omg soo much fun & laughs! haha ( Read more... )

its kinda like i keep falling but something picks me back up. its the worst rollercoaster ive ever been on!

<3 skilla

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