been up since 4am - it's now 5:32pm :( FUCK - someboddy beat me to death with a 2x4 and put me out of my misery already =/

Marina - don't know how you do it all the time - long hours and long hard days - I feel like death - you're a better woman than I my friend <33333

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me + sitting alone + eating carl's jr + my apartment = fun times, let me tell you

yeah, I think not =/ bleh

I'm still sitting here at work and the clock is going slower and slower yet the work day seems to be getting longer and longer for me - yuckie - I want my jammie pants and bra free environment now dang it =P lol

oh yeah...you know you are...lol ;D


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half the shit that's said around here is complete bullshit anyways - but that's life I guess - the rest of the time people post stuff here intentionally to hurt others if they're mad at them for something - that's not right either - it's all bs anyways and I'm just pretty sick of all of it - I'm not a bad person and if people want to write me off ( Read more... )

Why is it that everytime I finally pull myself up and out of feeling so shitty and sad and worried and everyone and everything and finally feel really good for a couple of days, people have to go and rip the rug right back out from underneath me? I swear, some days life as a hermit just sounds more and more appealing - and to top it off, my throat ( Read more... )

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WTF IS UP WITH YOU PEOPLE AND YOUR INSANE LJ LAYOUTS?!?!? LOL - I REALIZE DECORATING IS FUN AND ALL AND YOU GUYS LIKE ALL YOUR PICTURES AND USING YOUR FLASHY JAVA TRICKS YOU'VE MANAGED TO PICK UP HERE AND THERE, BUT COME ON ALREADY - SOME OF YOU GUYS ARE GETTING A LITTLE BIT CARRIED AWAY DON'T YOU THINK??? LMFAO - JUST A BUNCH OF LJ CRACKHO'S ( Read more... )

Don't you just wish you could burn things out of your memory but the more you want to think about not knowing them, the more they become real to you because you can't stop thinking about them and no matter what you try to keep busy doing to distract your thoughts from the one thing you least want to think about, it just keeps making it that much ( Read more... )

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