i'm pretty sure i'm really sick but i don't have a thermometer or even someone to feel my forehead.

i wish i didn't have to deal with everyone else's problems, so i could focus on my own for once. i mean, i love being a great friend, but when it's not reciprocated it kind of sucks. i just really want to go home. this is the first time i've felt like this all semester. i'm in way too far over my head.

i have so much to say but no one really reads this enough for me to post everything that i think/feel.

i got my wisdom teeth out on thursday. so i look like a chipmunk. i can't do much of anything besides lay in bed and sleep. oxycodone is my new best friend. i can't even smile or laugh. i've been downloading lots of music and movies in hopes to keep me entertained.

it didn't work.

hi, my name is amanda, and i'm probably the most idiotic person i've ever met.

but i waterskiied today for the first time! and it's my birthday :]

i added 2 more things to my 'things to do before i die' list.

i want my dog back.

i want to take a vacation to a hotel on the beach on a cool fall day and sleep there with my lover and wake up naturally and watch the sunrise on the patio.

i need a "things to do before i die" list.

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