Katie was a little girl who said "I'll find a way".
Katie was a little girl who said "it'll be ok".
Till one day she found a little bit of something she used to drown.
She said "I'm alive and I am free, but you see I have control over me." today's consumption > 1/2 sushi > 6 snakes lollies > green tea ( Read more... )

ok....new list of safe fo-ds ( Read more... )

so today we went to the city...it was reasonably fun. i liked the solitude. the lonliness was some what comforting. i got a starbucks card thing...which totally made my day!!!! saw no one inperticularly hot...meh ( Read more... )

ok, tomorrow, is the start of my mk thing...which means that, i'll dress/eat(or shall i say not eat?) like her. might take some photos...if my cam wants to work. been doin pretty shit lately ( Read more... )

my exams are like officially over....well not yet, but a girl can dream!!! ok, consumtion since monday ( Read more... )

AHH DAMN EXAMS TOMORROW!!! my fingers are cold and numb, and feel exquisitly (sp?) thin....hmmmm wat did eat today? or should i say, how much have i sinned???........wellllll....i slice pinapple, 5 hot chips (:-O) 1.6 L water, many random other things which i have shoved into my mouth chewed, and spat back out....does that count??? meh ( Read more... )

so far today i have walked about 5 km (my legs hurt) eatin:

• 1 table spoon pasta salad
• handfull of rice chips (in, im so fat!!!)
• 3 spoonfulls rice
• 2 pack chewing gum (LOL)
• 3 fatblasters...1 detromine

so, the formal is officially in 19 more days....fuck me, im so unorganised, i havn't yet got a dress, but i'm not worried....going shopping tomorro...great when im feeling utterly bloated! how wonderful ( Read more... )

i feel like shit (as per usual) i lost someone i loved dearly today. it was karma coming around to stab me in the ass for consuming too much with in the past week. R.I.P Jepha. i'll miss you always. he was way 2 fucking young to die, we had our whole fucking lives ahead of us, i'm so sorry babe ( Read more... )

i think im going to be sick. im so unbeliveably discusted in myself, oh man i don't even want to talk about it. i am starting my new fast as of midnight tonight. im so yuk. and depressed.
fuck this.
i want out
now