so....i ate 4 table spoons full of white boiled rice...bout 15 minutes ago.....after my 67 hour fast, i eat fucking rice!!!! im so stupid, so unbelievably STUPID!!!! oh well, shit happens (gives me more insentive for tomorro ( Read more... )

i feel strange, i feel really fucking strange. paranoid? maybe. confused? a little suffering from insomnia? hell yes. so im hot then im cold, then im hot, then im cold, then im hot , then im cold, then im hot, then im BEING TRULY DRIVEN INSAne WITH THESE STRANG ABNORMAL FEELINGS!!!!!
2  days with out food. i feel so fucking weird, ive never ( Read more... )

so my holidays consist of chillin, in front of the t.v watchin dvd's....hahaha so damn lazy....in a way.....i just love escaping in movies, seeing thru other ppls eyes, i no i'm crazi. fuck you. i am so in love with the new used album that its not even funny. hahaha (wat the fuk ( Read more... )

so yesterday i predicted that today would be a good day....HA! stupid fucking assumtions...today was as boring as batshit...markets = junk, dirty.muddy.rusty.old.junk.......grandmas house = BORING with a capitol everthing. (she's been sick lately wiht hayfever, or sum shit, so she was in her bed the whole time, however, we seemed to be able to stay ( Read more... )

so i finally scored enough money to continue my addiction, to my small silver saviours....(no, i'm not a junkie) according to the packet, they contain a new formula....(which fucking sucks, cuz i got real sick after taking them......FUCK)...new formula's suck balls.

work was boring.....as always, cody came in today and was being super fucknig nice ( Read more... )

i gotta babysit jake soon, should be tiring...aaarrggg....

good news : i downloaded the used'd new album last night!!!! its so badass!!! i <3 bertie sooooo much..

went shopping today = boring, i'm sick of spening my money....saw no one of major importance...'cept manda...such a cutie.

downloading maroon 5 'she will be loved' - such a sweet song.

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i feel so bloated....yuk yuk yuk i had like 100 bowls of cereal....hahahaha.

i don't really have anything to say.....so yet again, another pointless post.

my parents have visiters....had an agruement with this stupid bitch at the record store cuz she wouldn't give  me a big day out ticket....(mumbles angrilly to self)...ARE YOU KIDDING ME? ARE YOU ( Read more... )

i feel discusting...physically, emotionally and mentally......oh man don't even ask. something just blew up...loud resignating sound pumps through my ears to disperse within the vacent air that reisdes in my head. the moans wern't loud enough 2 alarm anyone, but i heard them, i still hear them...except they're different now...soft penetrating ( Read more... )

just finished watching almost famous...again, man that movie is the shit! i had the day off today, slept til twelve....hahaha holidys are awesum. Made the family lunch (homemade hot chippies) however i chucked a tantrum, cuz i nearly burnt the house down (my trick ass thought i could 'boil' the oil on the stove and cook the potatoes in there.... ( Read more... )

( BiG FuCkEn DaY OuT KiDDDDDDsSSsSSsssSSs!!! )