Looks like I lose once more. Life's making it very tough to keep believing and holding on to hope. But for some reason, I haven't given up yet. Perhaps I'm trying to rush things. Oh well.

Today I'll do my laundry. Hang around in my pajamas as long as possible. I'll get dressed, have a bite to eat. Put on a little makeup and fix my hair. Go off to work. Ride the bus home when it's dark. Perhaps watch a little TV. Feed the cat ( Read more... )

I'd kinda just like to sit and stare at you forever.

i got a hamster :) Her name is Tess.

so...my mum had a heart attack last weekend. it scared the absolute shit out of me. my dad called me saturday morning at travis's and told me she was in the hospital. i called her right away ( Read more... )

incredible ( Read more... )

FREAKIN INCREDIBLE ( Read more... )

serene. confused. seasonally depressed. dreaming. wishing. thinking. hating, loving. happy. worried. wondering. is it all meant for me? am i just crazy? the line between right and wrong has never been as blurred as it is right now. never thought i wouldnt want it to go away. never thought id reach this point. feeling strapped down. unable to move. ( Read more... )

i take everything anyone says about me seriously, and remember it forever ( Read more... )

im feeling rather annoyed right now, so im going to try and write some bullshit. first of all...why cant i get a fucking job? second...why do i find myself hating every girl i ever meet? theyre just human beings after all, and for gods sake im one of them. why is it that girls seem to only look at the worst in life? why is it that none of them have ( Read more... )