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I dont know what the hell is happening to me..but if God would be so kind as to give me some answers..i would be eternally grateful!

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hey

[cleanseyoursoul]

I really hope you feel better and I know God will give you some answers soon, just have faith. He will provide. But I really am sorry for blowing up at you yet I hope you understand where I'm coming from too cuz ppl expect more from me than I am capable of and when bad stuff happens to me, which isn't too often, I just need to do things my way for awhile. Sorry for not including you but I can't always be at everyone's beck and call when they wanna hang out while I've got my own issues to deal with. No one gets what I'm dealing with nor can anyone close to me relate. I just need to be selfish every now and then and do things for myself for once. That's why I like my independence so I can have that freedom to be alone sometimes or hang out with who I wanna hang out with without people getting mad at me. I can only do so much. Don't be mad at me ok? You know I love you and am there for you when you're upset, you just need to tell me and understand that I don't get subtleness. I'm much like a guy as you know lol. You HAVE to be