I'm happy to report that I do not have an ulcer and all of my blood test results came back negative and the medicine they gave me has been working. I'm able to smile and laugh and play again! Meanwhile, I got to go on my first REAL run in almost a year when I woke up: 3 miles, 30 minutes, 80 degree weather, asthma attacks (and I do mean (s) as in ( Read more... )

So this has been both a great day and an awful day all at once. See, all week I’ve been continuing to figure things out about myself and what I need to process for healing and after attending some track meets and just watching people around me, new things have hatched. I’m excited for the breakthroughs and talking to my counselor about them has ( Read more... )

YEAH sorry for none of the pictures working....I guess LJ is lame

So for the first time I think all year, I had a free weekend to do whatever I wanted without doing homework. So this was our sweetawesome bonfire on saturday night. Though planned last minute with a few complications, it was lotsa fun. Jake drove us over and then a buncha boys made our fire and we made s'mores and when everyone left, Brit, ( Read more... )

Even though we live seperate lives, it's always comforting when we are all in the same room again at occasions like these or halo nights or taco feeds or whatever else we do in our free times. It doesn't matter to me who likes each other or who doesn't because these people are the ones I get to share my memories with for a long time AND we sure ( Read more... )

How amazing it could be ( Read more... )

I've been doing a lot of thinking...too much in fact.  I need help.

Things I have or am discovering about myself:

• I'm 30% less emotional than the average guy
• I'm numb to the extreme emotions
• I avoid the things I need help with
• I date people thinking I'm gonna get over things but I don't and just make things worse
  
• I harbor too much shame ( Read more... )

It was a beautiful wedding =) Thank you all for coming and thank you Roomie for getting me ready while I was shaking like a petrified bunny. I'm very happy with my new family and new step dad and the fact that I got to watch my mom, the most beautiful bride, experience the happiest day of her life. So thanks again for making it happen!! hehee

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OMG my mom is getting married in TWO DAYS!! AHHHHH ( Read more... )

After watching The O.C. for a year and a half and 6 years of Dawson's Creek I have finally decided on the winner of the Cohen/Witter battle. Though already decided in the past, I was still hesitant on my decision because I think I was a little blinded. I know I'm a little crazy for even posting something so stupid but it has to be known who and ( Read more... )