Two words, Pacey Witter. I know I know how does a 19 year old girl with a bitter heart and high standards get so enraptured in a teen drama about a few kids from a small town who talk in words I can't pronounce and have emotions that as of now I don't see happening til I'm like 30 who I know all end up sleeping with each other the instant they get ( Read more... )

So I had a fabulous weekend in Vancouver with my roomie for her birthday. Basically, I fell in love with her family and Vancouver itself. I had so much fun meeting all of Brit's family and hanging out. Friday, we rode by train which was my first time! It was soo much fun even though we were both dead tired and famished. Too bad the weather was ( Read more... )

Well I've been thinking a lot about is whole being single for a year thing and I am really very excited about it. I mean when I think about it, I've been single two months right? Well the funny thing is that is the longest I have ever gone without boy drama. No offense but it's kind of relieving because for once I'm not chasing someone or being ( Read more... )

So the first official week of class eh? Woohoo ( Read more... )

Well I guess I'm 19 now.. YAY..I'm excited...Let's see, I can legally drink in every country except ours and well that's about it. Haha. Yeah nothing too exciting except for that fact that I'll be 20 and then 21 and then 22 when I graduate college. How exciting. Time is going by so fast. It's amazing. Anyway I don't have a lot to say. I'm ( Read more... )

Yeah it's been awhile since I updated with a joyful post. I leave those for myspace. But what the heck I'll give this a shot. Let's see, break is going really well. You know why? Because I'm not doing ANYTHING. Most people would complain and get ansy and claim boredom and probably call me a loser, but I'm really content with not doing anything ( Read more... )

On second thought, I think I can...I'm a woman of hope and need to learn to take my own advice. I WILL get better no matter how long it takes and I have found some steps I could take for a start. Now, it's just courage that's needed to take them...

I wish I could figure out what's wrong with me..nothing helps...

So last night around 8:30 I'm feeling my head get sleepy and my grouchiness start to erupt the more tired I got so I decided to lie down and read. Within minutes I was passed out into my happy Dreamland. I woke up around 4 incapable of going back to sleep until about 5 and then the next thing I knew it was 8:45 and Brit is going, "Rach it's 8:45 ( Read more... )

Someone told me in my entry before last that I seemed unhappy. I laugh at that because I am actually very happy. I do know that growing up is hard and painful, but that doesn't mean I'm unhappy. I am in love with life because I've got His love in me so no matter how down I'm feeling or how long I go on a rant, I just look up and see my blessings ( Read more... )