i've lived for years without a life.

i wish that my heart would realize what my mind already has.
I AM SO MUCH BETTER THAN THIS.

i wish that you would trust me. i'm 100% committed to you, and only you. we've both made mistakes, but i've learned from them, atleast, and there's nobody else in this entire world that i would rather be with than you. you have all of me, for the rest of my life.

i wish i knew someone that was as serious about getting out of this place as i am.

i'm sitting here thinking about the first time i ever met you. i had just turned 18. you had a stupid hair cut and an ugly brown corduroy jacket. you were wasted and kept walking by saying "sup chicks?". you accused us of listening to "thursgay" and i thought you were the biggest faggot ever. then we got trapped behind that door together. 5 months ( Read more... )

realizing that i've lost everything.
don't ask if i'm ok, just live your life and let me sink.

NEVER FUCKING GOOD ENOUGH FOR ANYONE.

you really think i'm that stupid? haaaaaaaaaaaaahahahahahahahahahahaha.

nothing/no one make sense to me anymore.

your misery bores me.