ok so i got a new journal.....again.....i got bored of this one.....so anyways i'm not gonna be like o u have to find it......cuz i'm not stupid like some people ::coughs::allie and timme::coughs:: lol anyways it's _emo_regrets_ so just comment me and i'll add ya or u can just add me.....w.e. lol ok buh bye now

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last night i looked in the mirror.....i saw someone i didnt like very much.....i can't help but hate what i see everytime i look.....i cried last night cuz i love......i love him so much i can't live right.....i hate that i love him.....i wish he cud just go away.....but he can't ( Read more... )

well today was kinda fun i guess......first we had to figth to be able to go to thrusday at the square.....so then when we got there the guy from the fair (the one that i gave my sucker to) was there and i was like HEY and he was like HEY and he hug me then allie and i went into cvs and bought brush ups and capri-sun......then um i was sad over ( Read more... )

well yesterday was fun i guess.....i went and got my hair cut REALLY short.....lol well it's shorter than it was so there.....then i got home and my dad yelled at me for getting it so short but who cares.....actualy i do cuz he was saying he wasn't gonna take me to allies cuz of my hair.....anyways i finaly got him to take me.....so then allie and ( Read more... )

                                                                                      Good-bye

You convinced me I had the problems

You took my identity

Everything I was ever proud of or sure of

You slowly made it disappear

I thought I could help you be a better person

The warning signs were all there

But I ignored my friends and all the rumors

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well yesterday was fun i guess.....allie rachael timmie and i all went to the fair.....then chaz showed up later as timmie play moon man in a bush....lol then like i dno we followed chaz and timmie around which got us to the candy store then the rock an roll tent thing.....where i gave some guy who works there my sucker and bought a him patch!!!!! ( Read more... )

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