in this moment i feel so alone. surrounded by people who love me and yet.. i feel unloved. sad i know. depressing yes yes i know.. and yet i cant shake this feeling. perhaps it is due to my lack of leaving things to chance.. i have to know things before i attempt them and so on.. idk im just tired of having my heart broken ya know. and yes i do ( Read more... )

life it waits for nothing ( Read more... )

im so fucking over it all.. my mom is kicking me out and acts like its nothing ( Read more... )

well i am glad that the rain has stopped ( Read more... )

im back fuckkas!!! and im alive can you believe it. jk... but really i crashed me car yest, like a dumb ass.. enough about that. ramble ramble.. baby luv is about to be two in a month i can't even believe it it doesnt feel like it has really been that long. funny how time flies ain't it? there isnt a whole lot new with me.. i really want to move ( Read more... )

so its been a good long time since ive been on here as the little one gets older it gets harder and harder to find time to do things like this. my life has changed so much its unbelievable i look at how my attitude towards life used to be and im not that person anymore. im so much happier with the way things are. anywho ill tell you about whats ( Read more... )

life is well life up and down like a roller coaster but hey i guess thats just life. ah thank god for my baby and my bf

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relationships are alot like conversations 
if only one person is talking then the conversation becomes pointless

this has been one of the hardest nights of my life

it never fails