So in about 3.5 hours I will be with my best friend. I'm too excited about everything that's about to go down!!! I know I've been up and down this past month.. and I mean that's natural. That's expected. Breaking up was hard, but it made me stronger. I'd never felt the way I felt with Colin, but I'm okay not feeling that. Sure I miss you. Sure, I ( Read more... )

I love my best friend.
I love good friends.
I love friends.
I love nice people.
I love people.
I really am so grateful for you.

Seriously, this is more than I ever wanted from you. You hate this. You hate that. You hate me but don't want to admit it because you're too sweet, you're too two-faced, you're too whatever ( Read more... )

Today has been the creepiest day ever. It was the kind of day that entertains so many conflicting emotions that at the end of it all, you don't know what to think or feel. I'd like to think I had a good day ( Read more... )

The thing is, I'm happy without you. I'm happy that I can live and be happy without you. Even though you hurt me, even though I cried my heart out for you, even though I think about you all the time, I'm glad I'm happy without you. Even though eight months meant nothing to you, and I turned out to be less than what you needed, what you wanted, I'm ( Read more... )

I'm wearing my mumu.
I'm talking to my Best Friend about Margherita Nights on the phone!
My hair smells like yummy yummy Biolage.

I FUCKEN WANT TO GO TO THE BEACH!
LADIES, PULL UP YOUR PANTIES AND LET'S FUCKEN GO!!!

Why am I so bipolar?
one second I'm fine, happy without you.
and the next I'm in the nurse's office.
all i can think about is you
and how stupid I'm being.

In all honesty,
today was such a good day.
You weren't in it.
& now you got me thinking.

I am awake to feel the ache.

Two Weeks.

In two weeks, we'll talk.