It's so hard to lose your head, especially in front of those whose opinions of you matter most. I'm sorry for ruining everyone's night ( Read more... )

I love you I love you I love you. We just hung up our phones, and I had to wait eight minutes before I could do anything but smile. I love you I love you I love you. I know this is hard. I know relationships fail, and I know people flake. We aren't those people, though. Our relationship isn't failing. I love you I love you I love you. I need ( Read more... )

I'm tired ( Read more... )

He's gone
for a week.
He left this morning.
I'm already craving his scent in my breath.

I'm breathing ( Read more... )

Lack of light evokes ( Read more... )

Okay seriously, I can't believe how intoxicating you are. There is nothing more beautiful than the light from the clock on your shut eyes as it embraces the profile of a boy I had only dreamed about six months ago. There is not a sound more beautiful than your breath under the covers, There is not a more beautiful anything than waking up to you. I' ( Read more... )

I just absolutely need to run away. I've alienated myself from everyone. I hate hate hate this right now. All of it, I hate this all. I hope I die before I get to college. I'm moving, then not. I'm jumping then not. Make it stop. Make it stop. Make it stop. Happy doesn't taste like this.

I've had the most invigorating Thanksgiving Break. It was certainly suitable for senior year. I'm 18, though I don't feel it. This break I learned a lot. I felt like I was constantly on my toes about everything, and definitely let that get in the way of things it shouldn't have gotten in the way of..? I miss Colin. Over the past week I definitely ( Read more... )

I'm sure I can't even explain how in love with my boyfriend I am.