i still got love for tha bay!

and to top it all off...someone stole my identity

i just dont want it to hurt anymore, thats all.

you know when i set out on this journey i thought i knew who i was and what i wanted. and along the way ive figured out im still unsure. its just in the midst of it all ive been beat down and broken. my dreams were taken back from me and i was placed in a nightmare. ive lost sight of what it is i wanted and im afraid ive harmed all chances of that ( Read more... )

without substance, i dont say much these days

i honestly just pulled a gilmore girls and made a pro con list regarding wether or not i stay in san francisco for a few more months or say fuck it and go to the opposite side of the state. i cant even bring myself to write about those damn magdelene laundries in ireland i just go straight to my list. i even came home from school and immediately ( Read more... )

mark is teaching me how to play the geetar. im so happy to get to see him every day! hoorahh

im so over this year and everyone in it. freakin let downs

i woke up at 530 so i could get to work by 7 (it takes me an hour to get there on the muni) so i end up having to wait until 7 till i can even take the t....which caused me to be an hour late. and while i was waiting in the cold darkness at the ass crack of dawn...i noticed a guy across the street. i look at him and hes obviously staring at me ( Read more... )

I cried so hard thinking about what I have done in the last two months and how I have yet to see any positive outcome in my life. I am still stuck in a place with no opportunity, i still have no money, and i am still completely alone. All I can think is how much i hate money and what it does to people.