I want to put 2009 into pictures. I have enough of them. I really don`t know how I feel about the year though, it has been so confusing. I`ve felt so many new emotions. I created a new life for myself, I watched a new life be born, a life end and I myself, I have diminished my optimism. It`s amazing how you can change yourself and then realize who ( Read more... )

At times in my mind, I eliminate one by one each piece of what humanity holds as proof and reason for its existence. The possibility of God, God never even existing as an idea, humanity never having a face, our planet never being and then all I see is black.

Sometimes I wish I would wake up back in 2006. Reality can be too real.
BUT
Life is life, it is what it is and things are as they should be.

Good Morning?

I've never felt this way before. Friends have always been so true to me, full of love and long lasting friendship. I can't even describe it. I am a lover, I love everyone. I guess it's just a big shocker when somebody turns their back to me or is confused as to why I care about them so much ( Read more... )

What do you say to someone you've known for two hours when they tell you " I don't know who I am living for, it definitely isn't for myself."
Thank me for creating awkward situations like this.

At this point in my life there is nothing that I want more than to travel. It has been my greatest desire to backpack through Mexico. I think this was inspired by Y Tu Mama Tambien but inspired even more by Ofus' sister who climbs mountains and walks through the jungles of Chiapas. I want to find beautiful beaches, volcano's, waterfalls, jump into ( Read more... )

Odd jobs are the way to go ( Read more... )

The best part about this move is that I get to hang out in my underwear.
I must tell you that I have been pretty depressed, kind of regretting this. I established a great community in San Diego with all of the women in the office that I was working at, my two great professors, classmates and hectors family.

It's ironic that I left those who I love ( Read more... )

I woke this morning to another episode of coffee and craigslist. When I stepped out of the shower I had a voicemail from my mom. "I started Chemotherapy today, there is a flute player here and I just remember how beautiful you play honey." Each of my eyes turned into a sea of guilt and sympathy. I continued with my morning routine, dry and quiet.I ( Read more... )

Moving to San Franciso, I must say, is the best thing that I have ever done for myself ( Read more... )