I've made a big decision ( Read more... )

Unfortunately, I'm doing just fine ( Read more... )

Ok. Well the horrid conversation was not about me.

But we broke up later that night anyway.

I hate breaking up.
Especially when I have articles of his clothing here.
Only to torture myself with, of course.
I hate being alone in the house.
Especially knowing that I'm alone in all aspects ( Read more... )

I hate conversations like this....

Me: "Am I going to see you today?"
.....: "I don't know"
Me: "Why? What do you have to do?"
.....: "I'll tell you later."
Me: "Is everything ok?"
.....: "Not really."
Me: "What's wrong?"
.....: "I'll tell you later."
Me: "Ok."
.....: "It's not you. Don't worry."

My heart....will not stop pounding.

Me: I wanted to tell you how much I really really care about you.
Me: Like...I dont' know if you know.
Boyfriend: courtney i no
Me: cute.
Me: courtney????
Boyfriend: courtnae
Me: that works for me.

Have you ever seen love more transparent?

I hate this vicious cycle.

Holler if you hear me.

By the way...
I'm a fuckin fgt.
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I think that deep down..I'm miserable ( Read more... )

New screen name.....

yourBURDENSface

I'm an idiot.

Here is a conversation that I ever so lamely had with myself ( Read more... )