There is a woman who I love more than anything I've known besides myself. I married her. We are happy together. The world is a mean old bastard and has beaten me half bloody again. I walked into the bramble patch, but carefully and with what I thought were waders but turnedout to be thin socks. In the dead of night the death of me was where I ( Read more... )

I can honestly say that I've lived my greatest fear and survived.

I've failed.
What else could be so bad?

It's like sticking your tongue out at the monster beneath your bed.

I'm a failure.
So what?

Now what?
now what

I woke up this morning wearing my girlfriend's best friend's pants, next to a pile of her clothes littered across the floor and the phone, shoes and possibly some other things belonging to HER best friend's sister. Both computers are in here...the living room. The place where I sleep. My only saving grace is that I woke up next to my girlfriend ( Read more... )

Life is enigmatic and thus confusing

For the Week of Aug 22nd, 2011 ( Read more... )

I spent yesterday in another world. The ocean and its angry waves kept me fighting to keep head above water, but with every sudden crash and mouth full of salt; with every time I felt I wouldn't be brought back up to the surface, I felt more alive ( Read more... )

I've been burning bridges because bridges were burning me down ( Read more... )

It's all too easy for you to slip back into an old, familiar relationship pattern as the Moon enters your 7th House of Companions. Although the Moon connects you to the past, there's no guarantee that a tried and true method will work today because active Mars is aspecting unruly Uranus. Instead of reacting impulsively, consider the consequences ( Read more... )

Earlier in the evening I heard shouts in the streets, cars moving fast, and gun shots loud enough to pierce even a hearty night...and this is not one ( Read more... )

Just put up with her shit for another month...
Everytime I think I'm in love with her, she pulls some bullshit that makes me want to punch her in the fucking face

Fickle bitch
I'm tired of putting up with it