lately, life has gone back and forth between really happy and just down right blah. but i think today was a major turning point in my life and the real happiness starts. ryan called me after school to inform me that jeff was at barb's, this girl who jeff talked mad shit about while we were "together". so josh and i drove by and i beeped and waved ( Read more... )

so things are just blah right now. i'm happy though, i really am. just exhausted and kinda confused. things have been fairly screwed up since the last day at school when we found out about ryan's death. everyone misses him so much. it was weird because i was reading an old journal of mine, about how i was at this fair over the summer and i wrote ( Read more... )

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hmm new layout. not sure about the colors yet, but for now they'll just have to do ( Read more... )

so things have been pretty crazy lately. back and forth and back and forth. it seems that i'm dancing in circles, but finally i've found a solution. i've been quite unhappy for a while, and i've been trying to work on it. kind of weird i guess. i ponder quite a few questions, yet i guess they're questions that we all wonder about during the course ( Read more... )

here's my first entry, i guess. i'm jenna. i'm 16 and i have blonde hair and blue eyes. i'm really laid back and easy going. i've been diagnosed with clinical depression and anxiety and things in my life are just really rough. i am getting over a tough breakup with someone who really wasn't even my boyfriend and it's just really crazy. so welcome ( Read more... )