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so yesterday was my birthday

it was completely and utterly amazing.

$100 from my rents, $100 from my g-rents

russ tinted my windows on my car and gave me a $150 gift certificate to the mall<3

oh... and he told me he was in love with me. <3333

...seriously, best birthday everr.

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oh how i am SO glad tomorrow is friday! its been a pretty stressful week. i had off monday for labor day, but tuesday, wednesday, and today i had school and then work right after. and basically i have stayed my entire shift all week. its been long and tiring but ill have a nice paycheck! and tomorrow im excited because after school i can go spend ( Read more... )

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I am scared of the thing that is quite possibly the most exciting thing in the world. I am scared of the thing that is most likely the one reason why some people survive. I am scared of one of the thing that keeps me alive. I am scared of love ( Read more... )

so i'm on lunch break from school. i'm not feeling too well, and i haven't made a *real* update lately, so i figured i'd fill you guys in on what's up. if you even care, that is.

jeff and i are broken up, forever. i will never go back to someone who treats me like that. wow i was stupid. thats really all i can say about that.

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don't smoke the cheeebaaa... MARy jane. =) =)

why have i allowed myself to go through such pain for so long? i can't believe i didn't realize this sooner. i don't deserve to be hurt or abused anymore. i can't believe i let this happen. i feel so dumb. and i feel so alone.

i wanna be happy..