I think its kind of funny that I felt more at ease tonight sitting in my basement sanding, cutting, measuring, and making sure everything was absolutely perfect then I have in years. the fact that I think I look better covered in sawdust and actually getting my hands dirty, with a white t and jeans on I think is pretty amusing too. the fact that I' ( Read more... )

sometimes all it takes is having a good night, and some random 16th century italian poetry to make you realize that what you strive for in life is only a small part of what makes you who are you. that once in a while that intelectual or creative side of you desperately needs to appeased. the side that gets sick of politics or pop culture. the side ( Read more... )

you ever have one of those days where you just feel really destructive? like you know the scene in slc punk where mike decides all the cars on the street would look better with their windows smashed in? yeah kinda like that.
that and I woke up this morning with this horrid fucking pain in my neck that feels like someone stepped on my spine.

everyone best say happy birthday to a brotha if you see him on the street. hugs, presents, and food are appreciated.
on a more serious I feel wicked fucking old right now.

new ink. done by mike shea at redemption tattoo in cambridge ma.
I'm really happy with the way it turned out. its still all scabby and swelled. but the pictures does it not justice( photo behind the cut )

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christmas was good. I missed my mom being around but I expected that(still doesn't make it easier). didn't get alot my friends came through pretty clutch though. and my grandmother gave me $400(which I'm using to get tattooed). didn't really do much. saw some family for all of about 5 minutes. new years just kinda came and went. I went over matts ( Read more... )

are you going to the show on saturday?(I know you retired from shows but I miss your ass and we need to hang out)

its 4:19 in the morning on christmas eve day. I'm fucking burnt out and have no urge to go to work. I want to enjoy the holiday. I'm normally a big fan of christmas. its really the one day of the year where I actually get along with my family, and this year I bought cool stuff for everyone. instead my christmas eve is being spent fucking working. I ( Read more... )

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