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[_hey_abbott_]

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[ravenclaw_wonde]

Are you okay?

[_hey_abbott_]

Why does everyone keep asking me that? When they know what the answer is.

[ravenclaw_wonde]

Sorry.

But why are you cold? Is it because of the blanket thing?

[_hey_abbott_]

I don't want your smypathy. I don't need you to feel sorry for me.

Yes, there is the fact that I can't stand to be covered by a blanket. Or the fact that I can't be touched, so I am lonely. I want my Justin. Let's face it I am just miserable.

[liquidsky]

If you want someone to talk with or some company I will be there okay. And like you told me before..no sympathy or pity.

I know you aren't feeling good I won't ask what is wrong unless you want to tell me.

[_hey_abbott_]

Thank you, Susan. But I don't want to hurt you. I know I do everytime I cringe, shrudder, or have a panic attack. I can't sit there and watch as I put you through that. I am so so so so sorry, Susan.

[liquidsky]

But, I can't not see you..or not hang out! It will be like loosing you too. I can't loose Ernie and you too.

[_hey_abbott_]

You haven't truly lost either of us. But I know it kills you that you can't touch me. You can't even come to me when you have a nightmare. Like we used to when we were scared at night.

[_just_n_loyal_]

Need another jumper?

[liquidsky]

It is cold in here that is a fact. I have like 3 layers on and my coat. You are generous today.

[_just_n_loyal_]

I have on a long sleeve shirt and two jumpers.

I do wish I had access to the rest of my clothes.

[liquidsky]

Me too! The only clothes I have are what I brought to your house during winter break.

My clothes and everything are in there....