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Feb 02, 2005 04:16

Crazy the way life can change. One minute I’m saving the world making a grand entrance. And the next well I’m in front of Angel in a office. Once again I fought the good fright right down to the grand finally. Yet this time I lived. Didn’t go out like before. I was beaten up. In blood stained cloths but I was still around. And now I was standing in ( Read more... )

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trueslayer26 February 2 2005, 12:55:01 UTC

I was in the kictchen, just making something to eat for myself, when I felt something. I knew that feeling from a mile away. It was..Spike? No..it couldn't be, how could he be here? And now. I walked out of the kitchen and stood by my front door, standing there quietly. After a few minutes, I heard him start to come up the walkway, then he stopped, he mustv'e turned back around, cause I didn't hear him anymore ( ... )

_fool_for_love February 3 2005, 02:12:08 UTC

I could feel her. I could feel her all around me, I knew her scent always did. I stopped and turned around glancing back at the house. I couldn’t just leave, even though I should. But I couldn’t. So here I am walking back towards the house. Still couldn’t let her see me ( ... )

trueslayer26 February 3 2005, 02:22:46 UTC

As I was sitting there on my couch, I could still feel him. But, I hadn't seen him outside. Still, I got up, putting my plate of bagel bites down on the coffee table.

I walked back over to my door and peaked out. Nope, no Spike. But, I had the strangest feeling he was there, somewhere. I did want to see him too. I wonder if he had missed me. I wasn't sure how I felt. I was so confused. I had told him I loved him, and that was true. I think I finally did convince myself that I did. I saw that he really did love me, and I was shocked. Then, he had to save the world, and be gone.

I opened the door and stood there on my porch. I scanned the shadows and the trees. Just then, I saw him come out from behind a tree.

I was lost for words. It was really him. Here. With his soul, still.

"S-spike? Were you spying on me?" was the first thing I said to him.

_fool_for_love February 3 2005, 11:47:22 UTC

“Oh great that’s nice” I said in a cocky voice. “First thing you say is ‘Spike are you spying on me’ Man goes out fighting the good fight and that’s what you say to him. No big surprise oh my gosh your back from the dead Spike, what happened.” I sighed as I looked up at her. “Knew this was a bloody bad idea ( ... )

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_fool_for_love February 22 2005, 01:35:47 UTC

After we pulled away she rested her head on my shoulder. And whispered something in my ears, something I always wanted to hear. Well, did hear before but didn’t feel real, not like this time. She said “I love you” I could feel it was real and that she meant it. There was this look in her eyes. A look that made me glow.“I love you too Buffy” I said in a soft voice “I’ve always loved you” I placed a kiss on her forehead ( ... )

trueslayer26 February 22 2005, 02:04:48 UTC

After I said I love you to him, he said it back to me, and I felt my heart quicken right then and there. I took his hand and placed it on my chest so he could feel my heartbeat.

"Feel it? That's because of you Spike." I whispered to him, then kissed him lightly on the lips, looking back up at him. I was lying in his lap, staring up into his clear blue eyes when I finally realized something. Something that was there since that night he held me like this. That I loved him. And it hurt me to know that when I told him before he died, he didn't believe me, but it was the truth. After that night, I felt more for him. More than I ever did before. We were there that night, together, in each others arms and I didn't want it to end.

I smiled up at him now. He told me I looked beautiful now. I felt myself starting to blush and I snuggled up closer to him, closing my eyes for a minute or two, just thinking about this.

"Spike? Can this never end?" I asked, looking up at him again, a smile on my lips.

got_the_spark February 23 2005, 01:02:14 UTC

She brought my hand up to her heart and let me feel the beating of it.

"Feel it? That's because of you Spike."

It was beating pretty fast. Can’t imagine that I was the actual cause for that. But I was. “That really is because of me” I asked her with a soulful look in my eyes. If only she knew that if I had a heart it would be beating ten times as fast as hers. Even more. The joy I felt right now just holding her. Sure that one night it was all good and gravy but there wasn’t this same connection. On my part there was but not on her part. But I did feel a change within her that night.

"Spike? Can this never end?"“I would give anything in the world for this to never end luv.” The way things worked out here something bad always happened. Right now things seemed to be too good. Still have a theory this could be a dream or I died in that final battle and this is my heaven. Wouldn’t mind spending eternity with her either. Just as long as it was actual her not some figment of my brain ( ... )

trueslayer26 February 23 2005, 02:35:47 UTC

I smiled up at him. I could see his eyes sort of twinkle. Tears maybe? Or his soul. I wasn't sure which one it was.

"Yes, it is. My heart quickened up when we kissed." I smiled.

I snuggled up against him when he said he would give anything for this to never end. I really wanted to stay this way forever and never leave him.

Besides laying in my arms, what do you do for fun these days slayer? I laughed and looked up at him. "Well, I don't just do this for fun Spike..I do it cause I want to." I said, grinning at him. "But, just my slaying really. Kicking some demon ass always makes me feel better. And now we can do that together." I said, leaning up and kissing him again. I kissed him soft at first, then harder with more passion and fire. We were in each others arms and it felt so right. I finally realize how much I really did miss him ( ... )

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