so thanks to brianna gay man, ive decided to try writing in this thing again. hmm i wonder how long it'll last. memehegbdjbvfds.

anyways, uhm i actually had something wonderful that i wanted to write about, but i just decided that i dont feel like it tonight hahaha. i hate meeee.

i miss brianna

and i like to drink

peaaaace!

ew so i have two papers due tomorrow for 2 different classes. why do i procrastinate all the tiiiiime? :( but the good thing is that this week is my last instructional week and then the week after is finals week. so i am very excited and happpy! and then on the 27th im going to LA for 2 weeks yayy! hmmmmm aaaaaaand uhm that is all. i need to go ( Read more... )

hi lovies.
so last night was like the weirdest night everrrrrrr. i hung out with brianna and i loved it. i hadnt seen her in like 100 days so it made me muy happy to hang out and be boys together. we went shopping and got cute clothes. be jealous. hmm and then we did some stalking and drank captain. and then died. weeee i love my girlfriend.<3 hm ( Read more... )

MY GOALS:
-pass my classes. all of them. seriously i have never gotten anything lower than an A in english in my LIFE. and what? i currently have a D? hmm go me ( Read more... )

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!

soo today was A LOT better than yesterday. i realized that i need to stop letting shit get to me. i have so many other things that i should be paying more attention to. plus, i have a few really good friends that i am extremely grateful for. and i love you caitlyn because you always comment me when im sad and that makes me very happy babycakes. ( Read more... )

do you ever just know that you need a good ass fucking cry? ive needed one for like the past 5 months and tonight (still) it finally happened. its weird because it just took one thing to trigger it all. this is gonna be one of those nights where i cry myself to sleep. its even worse because im home alone and feel like i can just do anything. like ( Read more... )

i dont think ive ever been so depressed in my life. i dont like it. whats wrong with me? hm this scares me a lot.

so i want everyone to leave me alone. forever. i hate you all. get out of my life. thanks.