You always were the one to show me how
Back then I couldn't do the things that I can do now.
This thing is slowly taking me apart.
Grey would be the color if I had a heart.

youre selfish
you always let me down
you never cared
I never mattered
I regret it all

I wish we never met.

The Fool card reversed suggests that being blinded by love or desire, you have the potential to fall victim to someone who may treat you carelessly or take you for granted. You could be on the brink of an exciting ride, but your love interest may not be there when the roller coaster comes to an end.

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my life is crazy right now. I have a super amazing job with Animal Planet doing makeup!!! only i dont get paid. I love someone but I cant be with him. im a fool! and tonite i smoked out Tommy Lee in my car! and im going to the motley show tomorrow and were gonna party! so fucking awesome! so theres ups and downs and im still pretty happy. for once ( Read more... )

going from not working and no money to working 15 hours a day and no money sucks!!! BUT i work for animal planet!!!!!! my name will be in there credits under makeup and hair!!!(fetch me a beer) wooooottt!!! im going places! even tho i have no money and my phones gonna get shut off and my cable is gone and i dont eat unless im at work im still super ( Read more... )

The Ace of Chalices card reversed suggests that if your heart isn't in it, then you should get off the emotional roller coaster. If your heart is in it, pour out your feelings to the one you love before it's too late. Crying over spilt milk, taking things too personally, turning your back on potential romance or commitment or drowning sorrows may ( Read more... )

i dont want you to leave me.

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I just want to be wanted.

ugggggggggggggggggggghhhhhhh!!!!!!

i dont know what im doing anymore. im lost.

down.