i know i said i was done with this, but i just got a fortune cookie that opened my eyes ( Read more... )

this is the end of this, people are telling my friends i say things i didnt, and they are believeing it...these people are my friends too...this is why im so upset...no one belives what i say, so im gonna quit updating, so thank you everyone for letting me have such a good day...
alex

"good riddance"

well, im sitting here, lonley, bored, yet happy...things are going pretty good for me right now..havent been to school for fuckin ever, thats really neat...havent spent the night at home for 5 fuckin days....that was neat as well...im really tired, i took a lil nap...goose called and woke me up, im kinda glad, i woulda slept all night probably... ( Read more... )

wow, its been forever since ive been on this thing...not too much to say, my life has been...well...going...hopefully for the better...today was ok, i woke up, went to practice, had a lesson with dan, i didnt even play, but i have so much work to do, jesus...im not in a very good mood right now...im feeling very insecure...but i suppose thats the ( Read more... )

well, im sitting here lonely and sad...i finished the book matt leant me...5 hours isnt to bad a time...i mostly just did it to keep me busy...tonite has not been a good night...its just one of those times where you dont want to do anything...i hate it...sometimes i dont think people want to spend time with me, i get that feeling from a lot of my ( Read more... )

well, here i am after practice...im very tired and trying to think of creative things to do...ive got an idea, but i dont want to use it twice...so i need to think of something else...i know you guys have no idea what im talking about, but thats ok...my computer chair broke...i am sad about that...im gonna make this friends only by the by...im ( Read more... )

well, here we go again...im home...pretty tired too..i got new used shoes...they make me look like castor troy from face off...the goofy brother...blah, nothing to write really...i just want to not goto school ever again...thatd be nice...who needs an education...nothing much happened today...it was a decent day...i might go lay down...bye ( Read more... )

well, i suppose its been a while since i updated...for me at least, so ill give it a whirl...this weekend was very...up and down for me...friday i spent some time with michelle...that was keen...then i had to be at school at 7:15 for the football game..but andrew didnt show up...so i was there for nothing...oh well, after the game was very ( Read more... )

wow...im starting to get tired crying all the damned time...but, i suppose thats what you get when youve lived my past...i really dont have much to say right now...i have to do a lot of laundry...i finished my essay, and now i need to just get my emotions under control...im going to start a new story soon...not sure on what...i guess ill just start ( Read more... )

well, im updating at gooses house, i still have no power, had none for 30 hours, probably still dont...motherfuckers...i dont really know what to say, this weekend has been fuckin bullshit...friday was the only good day, but i got that mother fuckin ticket...meh, fuck...i really have nothing to say, glad i got to hang with goose, really lonley and ( Read more... )