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well, here i am, at my computer, yesterday was pretty good...but i got pulled over and got a ticket for 115.50...and its my dads fault...stupid headlight...im very lonley right now, but i should be used to that by now...i finally installed my new printer, oh joy...stevens going to bryn-alans...God bless his soul, he'll need it...umm, not much to ( Read more... )

im so depressed right now...i sang mr blue sky..but not in my cheery way...i miss past days...i miss my 10th grade year...i didnt have a single care in the world...everything was good...now i know love, now i know true pain, i know being alone, i know being neglected, i know wanting to die...i look at my freshman year, i was so inocent...even the ( Read more... )

well...im very depressed right now...i just got done crying...seems ive done that a lot latley...youd think id be out of tears...but its getting harder and harder to hold it in...goose wants me to spend the night tonite...im gonna try, i dont want to be alone tonite, but my parents probably wont...i tried sushi today...didnt like it...hung with ( Read more... )

well, i havent updated in a while, which is odd for me i suppose...i just woke up about 15 minutes ago, and im very hungry...lets see, my weekend...friday was pretty good...hung out with michelle, so it was very nifty...saturday, in spite of hanging out with my brothers (mike, pip, carlos, and steven), was awful...if they werent there, i dont know ( Read more... )

well, got home from practice...im so sick, i think i might die, oh well, im not really having a great day...in fact, only one person really made it worth while...if i didnt miss them so much, i wouldnt goto school tomarow, but ill live...wow, im not in a great state of mind right now, i think ill just goto bed ( Read more... )

here i am again, at home...alone, very sad...mom didnt even wake me up, she just left...oh well, im still pretty sick...i gotta clean off this couch, sleeping on the bean bag one is horrible...i need my real bed back...not much to say, i miss michelle a lot, i saw her last night, and it was like seeing her for the first time...not a lot of people ( Read more... )

well, just got home, kinda rainy...i have a lot on my mind right now, and im sick, so there really not working well together, im going to sleep soon, i might be at school, ill try
alex

"blinded by the silence of a thousand broken hearts"

yay, im clean: