so yeahhh i havent talked to this shit in a while and i hate everything haha AND YOU ... jj im on the phone with lauren. Sooo im like mad but i really dont care about anyone anymore.... BLAHH im fjahrgkjhwoe im just like hey. fuck my space is better bye.

im so done. i really am i wish that it was all over. everythings building up on me and i cant leave i cant get out i cant get rid of this guilt there putting on me .. and i mean everything is just killing me i am trying to help all these people when none of them give a living crap about me and i mean i just cant believe its getting this low again i ( Read more... )

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So no one ever comments on my site anymore i think im gunna quit it its a waste of time BLAHHH! i need muisc yeah okay im good now well yeah im a little bit pissed me and james broke up but i guessit was my fault because all the stupid shit i am doing i really am but i dont want to stop so fuck it... and its the summer and im not gunna end up ( Read more... )

So last night i played a game a pathetic game with myself it went somthing like this if in every hour i guessed a person would call me a spacific person would call me or a spacific person would pick up there fone when i called i would take a pill i ended up taking like 6 and i dont rememeber shit about last night i just member crying.. so i was ( Read more... )

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Life is like a porn video.
You sit around waiting for the climax.
Then it comes.
Then its all a boring down hill drag.
It never gets better unless you rewind.
WHY CANT WE FUCKING REWIND.

I CANT BE HELD RESPONSIBLE... I WONT BE HELD RESPONSIBLE

From the way that you acted to the way that i felt it you werent worth my time ( Read more... )

so im in a good mood i really am i dont know how lifes gunna be better it couldnt. i dont know i wish that i was somewhere though doing something dancing partying.. laughin... but its okay ( Read more... )