It works. . . Hello world I am typing to you from Melanie's bed. Well what can I say so much has happened. . . Well I guess prom is coming soon. . . I think I am going to have a hot date. . . Melanie Ann Uhse. I think I will be the luckiest boy there. Oh yeah we are going to do it to. A.D.D Oh yeah so my cousin and his wife moved here from the ( Read more... )

well I guess I have to do this thing again. . . Yes Melanie is making me do it. Its funny because she is the only one thats going to be reading this little guy anyway. So I guess I will just talk to her. . . well you ( Read more... )

Home coming was fun...a lot better then I thought it was going to be. I danced to rap first time ever. Then I did the easy slow dance. It was fun. then I when crazy in the party bus. We all got a bit DRuNK. It was fun fun. Some of us did things for the first time last night. That was funny. Ok I will tell you more tomorrow.

hey
this is melanie.

paul never updates this.
and I'm at his house.

he doesn't know this yet.

I love him so much.
he makes me smile.

dear paul,

i love you more than anything.
marry me.

love,
melanie<3

bye.

So lastnight was Warped Tour. I saw many great bands. But the one of the best things was the Pit at Lar and the Bs. It was great...it went around some like Van's Warped Tour tent. It was great. So Eric, John, and I went running into this thing and just went nets. But then some little kid fell...I tryed to be a nice go and jump over him real fast... ( Read more... )

So I went to Denny's(With Nick...Who else) All I wanted was a B-Split...but I only had money for a cof. So an hour goes by then Joe comes in and gets be the best B-Split of my life!!! Wow Joe you are the bestest kid ever ( Read more... )

So yesterday...I got my ticket. Man O Man. It was great!!! But the best thing about it was hanging out with sleepy Eric. That kid is so funny when he is tired. Steve and I just watched him walk all stupid. It was great ( Read more... )

The last to weeks have just fucking sucked...You can call me Emo or what you want...But I just don't want to fucking be here any more...I might be saying this because I'm pissed off...But I don't know why I am...My Girlfriend called me "so fucking pathetic" I don't know why...I think its because I wanted to go see her but...she was going to leave ( Read more... )

The last todays I have felt like shit...and I don't like it.

I hung out with Melanie and that was like the only time I was happy

Now she is home and I am back to being shitty

Oh...

Love,Car

Boys and girls...tonight I came up with this...Stupid shit doesn't matter. And I don't give a fuck anymore. I don't care about anything that will be all better in a matter of days...well if I don't keep picking at it. Like a cut...I always pick at it...to the blood is back...then hard once again...then the picking begins. Well Fuck my cuts and the ( Read more... )