i have realized something from cassy's last entry. i too must stand back and evaluate myself. i bitch and moan just as much as everyone else in my house...maybe even more. i really need to get my stuff together...become more responsible...not so reliable on others. i mean i have slowly begun but its not good enough. hopefully this last year will ( Read more... )

Man Maya is a MOTHERFUCKING BITCH!!! Man she can piss off a person till they just wanna bash her head into a wall. i mean she gets on my last nerves. all she does is bitch and moan when she doesnt get her way and then gives major attitude when she knows she's wrong. i hate that soooooooo much. damnit she needs to get laid or a bf or sumthing. i ( Read more... )

its been so long since i've last written in here. i almost forgot my sn and password. anyway a lot has happened. i have grown older and more matured. only thing is that i havent been hanging out with most of my friends. i havent even been to a show in like 2 months. i've been busy with college crap, SATs, hw, projects, band, Edwin... need i say ( Read more... )

i cant remember my password for my freaking accout for the sat's so now i'm skrewed...i cant make another one cuz they know that i already took the sat's. plus, i feel like crap today. actually i've been feeling like this since yesterday.

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. i'm gonna go insane. this house is like a zoo and my room is my ( Read more... )

I am the Charmer

Charm is seduction without sex. Charmers are consummate manipulators, masking their cleverness by creating a mood of pleasure and comfort. Their method is simple; they deflect attention from themselves and focus it on their target. They understand your spirit, feel your pain, adapt to your moods. In the presence of a Charmer you ( Read more... )

i feel stranded sometimes. i feel like i am suffercating and i cant get out of this rut in my life. not only do i know that other ppl have family problems like what sabrina said but its also the fact that life has not been so well in this house. not since the day we moved in. i never quite felt at home here. dont think i will be feeling like that ( Read more... )

hey everyone. pretty happy today. not much really happened. i just kinda flew throu school today and had not much of any kinds of emotions. luckily i was upset at my family or anything. they didnt get a chance to piss me off today. the only thing is that i realized that edwin and i dont really get a chance to be together (alone) at all. he is ( Read more... )

today started of horrific. i just want to kill my cuzin and chop off his testicles and feed them to a starving pit bull and then chop the rest of his body up and donate it to starving people all over the world. and no one would expect a thing. he always thinks that he is right and everyone else is wrong. like no one is entitled to their own opinion ( Read more... )

midterms are coming up this week. starting wednesday i have my C.A.D. and English tests. i dunno if i'll do well cuz we didnt really get anything to study. but its ok. plus, this weekend has been pretty lazy. i didnt do much. mainly i hung out wit my lil sisters at the mall for a while and saw some ppl i knew like cassy and val and them. plus i ( Read more... )

this weekend sucked ass. i didnt get to do ne thing. my mom kept me prisoner for the entire time. if i wasnt at home, i was either at sum debutante meeting or at sum church function. it was very sad. plus i had to miss the show wit cassy n them. n to make things worse, saturday manny had one last lil get together cuz he is moving wednesday. n when ( Read more... )