(the sounds the pipes make at night)i am twenty two and i am worrying about laugh lines in my forehead. i want to have perfect skin at sixty, even if it means not having any more fun ( Read more... )

i am very smart
(only when i need to be)
small things create joy.

"the past tense of dream ( Read more... )

my feet are so cold they feel like they're burning.

it's interesting to me that if you go far enough in one direction on the spectrum
chances are
you'll come back out the other side.

there has to be a good reason why i can sleep for whole days at a time and still sleep at night ( Read more... )

+ crystal light
+ free magazine subscriptions
+ mexican food (++++)
+ videogames
+ creative suite 4
- not knowing anything about creative suite 4 
+/- making plans to learn everything about creative suite 4
- procrastination on easy web projects
- adjustments. hard adjustments.
+ friends that get me still
+ really getting along / liking said friends
+/- ( Read more... )

i think sometimes all i would really like
is for the rest of my body and skin to no longer be connected.
so then the bone and muscle and tissue me
could just curl up in a ball and take a nap in my own skin

if i were a better artist i'd depict this for you.
but i'm not that good.
so i'll just say it and hope your imagination can pick up my slack

 "quarter life crisis part 7"

here is the silver lining:
if i continue to have one "quarter-life crisis" after another
one could only assume that
somehow,
against all odds,
my life span is increasing.

if my withdrawl from my social/party/wild child life means painting, designing and learning new knitting stiches every night keeps up all summer ( Read more... )

"le problème c'est que je t'aime":
i want everything and nothing all at once.