i'm starting chantix tomorrow. it's medicine to make you quit smoking. hopefully it doesn't make me crazy. though it's posssible i'll go quite crazy without nicotine anyway. self betterment is the general idea right now, simply limiting the toxins i put into my body and limiting myself to one almost all-nighter a week. doing better this semester in ( Read more... )

throw me over the edge of the world,
maybe we could still be friends
or maybe we could fall in love again

Without a heart the animal
is very very kind
so kind it wouldn't like a soul
and couldn't use a mind

ohhhhh to be young is to be sad is to be high. someone should comment on this.

i'm starting to think i'm crazy.

 there are few things i hate more than feeling like i'm wasting time like the past several months and right now in this stupid worthless "college" class. save me.

given that our blood is just like the atlantic,

 "if you don't hear from me for a while, it's not because i don't love you; it's because i do." -SETH COHEN

fortunate and angry just like a child
all that money buys you medicine but can't buy you time
we don't choose what we love
and she don't need what she got
daylight comes and exposes
saturday's bruises and cold roses

i am a fuck up at best.

 my dad is 57 years old and when he should be settled down enjoying his last years, he doesn't have a hint of stability in his life ( Read more... )