i fucking hate my houseeveryone sucks..i wish i could get away!aaaaaasdfghj UGHHHH

why do i always end up hurt?why is it when i think somethings going good and everythings gonna work out..it doesntim so tiered..so sadd soo disapointed in myself and in others..i always let the good ones get away and never have any luck myself i miss my best friend anthony who once again has fuckin disapeered i miss everything..i dont wanna say i ( Read more... )

ive found happiness again!
not with kevin...he turned out to be the biggest asshole in the whole world!
i found someone sooo much better and even as i write this..i cant keep the smile from my face!

i honestly dont care who reads this anymore
i feel the need to be alone...yet im looking for love but i choose to look in all the wrong places...maybe thats it..im searching and searching if something good is ever going to happen in my life..it'll find me..fate will find me...i need to stop searching for things that arent meant to happen

me and ( Read more... )

i can feel it already... my heart will be broken
eventhough he keeps telling me he wont hurt me
i think i feel it coming
LOVE is too good to be true
the only man i truley love is my best friend anthony..hes just the best support and advice giver ive ever had hes always there! and he loves me too
Lets see what i do about this other kid
ill ( Read more... )

im emotionally attached
i never thought id say this about him but i could be falling in love with him
im awaiting his call...i long to hear his voice
he makes me feel good

i want to start this entry off with a quote i just read:
"I think it is time I let you go, and that is so hard to do because some part of me will be in love with you for the rest of my life, but the daydreaming, the running in place .. it's not healthy. So this is me, cutting the cord. This is me, doing what I should have done a year and a half ( Read more... )

wtf! lmao wow i knew one of "these" entries was bound to come up..here it goes

so w.e i was browsing through face the jury and shit and i came across this ghetto ass guys profile so w.e im lookin ( and you know how you look at someones profile then you click on their favorties then click on other people..) so yeah thats what im doing and i came ( Read more... )

i havent written in a long time..it doesnt matter take me off your friends list...i honestly dont give 3 fvcks...ive decided im only going to use this journal to talk about how im feeling...whether it be angry..hurt..happy..sad..w.e read it if you wanna! i just dont have time for the normal day-to-day updates..sorry guys so i might be getting my ( Read more... )

im so sick of everything..lifes a disaster...i dont know what to do anymore..i dont trust anyone..seems if i do i end up getting hurt..someone whom i love and is very close to me is talking to a girl that is notright for him..shes a tease and a biatch he just doesnt realize it..whatever im sick of trying to help people and trying to get them to ( Read more... )