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this is the end;
so i do believe this will be my last week at fallbrook high school. as mucch as i looove it here...(gyeah right)... i am just over this place. i shouldn't be here, i don't belong. i need to get a damn job and start going to college. as it is right now, i will not even be out of this school untill i am almost 20 years old! and that's just so not ( Read more... ) -
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this is really lame. i am all messed up from this thing with katanja.. i think i'm not the same zeb i was before i met her. i am really quite different. not to say in such a bad way, but different nevertheless. i need someone to care about me. haha i hate all of this. -
i'm yet again, out on the pavement
so she pretty much told me she doesn't want to see me anymore. i'm not as hurt as i should be, in fact i kind of saw it coming.. i really liked this one, i thought more about her each and every day. i looked forward to just being able to hear her voice. ah well, i suppose one like myself who has hurt so many young girls should not be one to whine ( Read more... ) -
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ewe. i hate falling for someone hard. all you do is think about them when they're not with you. what they're doing, if they're thinking about you. then you feel like the world's biggest ass when everything is just fine. oh well. i'm so affraid of damn commitment, i should just grow up and get over it. haha listen to me, this is pathetic.. -
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break was overrated.. i spent the entire time trying to be with my lovely katanja.we went to First Night in Escondido, it was rainy, but a blast. we snuggled, watched the Corvettes play<3 and best of all, watched firesworks with mommy and daddy. i love this girl. she's all that matters in the world to me. she's my muse and i am her poet.<