save face and go on another day with the facade.. its getting hard but i know i can keep myself under control ( Read more... )

its been 3 weeks now since ive had a good night sleep.. if ive even slept at all.. there has been alot on my plate lately and im working slowly on shoving it off to make more room for myself.. she put my head through the blender this time and im really unsure now what i ever saw in her.. all her bulshit lies.. scatterbrained theories.. i believe i ( Read more... )

but i do understand that i have done wrong to many people in my life.. and i never expect anyone to forgive the sins of our brethren, that power lies only in the eyes of our father.. and i expect you to never forget what i have done to wrong you for i will never forget what i have done wrong in my life.. ♥

love bret

for lack of a better way to state this i will be... to an extent soon ex military.. may some thoughts arise as to why i say this is because under false pretense and utterly ignorant willingness and countless signatures.. i have.. properly enlisted myself into the military branch of the navy and soforth.. being a propper DEP recruit, i have under ( Read more... )

to some extent im a twisted individual, but on the other scale im normal.. bored out my wits most of the time and my tap is running dry, i need a new fixation, a new fire

i say it, i make the revalations.. trust myself..

fear is the enemy

love is the nightmare

fire is the cure

i am in need of a womens touch

been a while, fugure i should say something than ( Read more... )

fuck y'all

you rly blow hard

and fuck livermore

...im only human for so long...