europe was more amazing than i ever imagined. it was the best 10 consecutive days of my life.

but oh wait, nothing gold can stay. for tonight i found that my father is having open heart surgery next month. just what i need.

People really need to learn to grow up ( Read more... )

i'm going to be seventeen on tuesday.
i'm going to miss being sixteen.
i'm going to be in italy/france on the 13th.
i'm going to be attending prom with Will Murphy!
& i'm going to need a hell of a lot of sleep in may to make up for the lack from this month.
but it will be worth it.

When the connection is strong enough, people you would never expect can completely change your lives, in one way or another. I really enjoy high school for this reason, this year more than any year previous. Some teachers of mine, specifically Mr. Dean and Mrs. Letoile have tried helping me figure out my life after high school. I know so many ( Read more... )

driving makes my life easier.
but i really need a legit job...

I'm a nervous wreck. It's really surreal when people suddenly drop back into your life after five years of absolutely no contact. and everything that you once experienced together all comes back at once and it is really freaking me out. my past has come back to haunt me. i'm not who i used to be. now my hearts hurting, and i dont think this whole ( Read more... )

i love david archuleta and jason castro...

Well, vacations almost over. Next school vacation, I will be traveling to Italy and Paris. I hope I can make it through this quarter. School's wearing me down, yet I don't want this year to end. I really like my teachers, and thinking that I'll be a senior in a matter of months is scary.

I need a job!

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I had a couple of good conversations today. Chris and Vanessa don't realize how much they keep me on my feet. I can vent out my life story, and they just take it all in. And i really appreciate it. I'm at a point where I just want time to slow the fuck down. I can't even begin to think about the fact I have a college fair to attend on Wednesday. ( Read more... )