we are ballers, yes, we are. we made it finally. kick ass? yes, yes very much so.

things are good. im back home again, left for a lil while... so now i have a missing report on my permanant record. hmm... besides that not much is really new. im going job hunting today. maybe ill get a job finally. lifes good. drugs dont make me happy anymore, drinking sucks ass... drank half a jug of wine the other night... got so drunk i ( Read more... )

Something sweet you've been waiting for will finally arrive -- in a very surprising package. At first, you may not even recognize it. Sometimes preconceived ideas outweigh reality, so unwrap this gift slowly and let yourself acclimate to the unexpected at an easy pace. The insensitivity of someone else will try your patience, but once you realize ( Read more... )

i feel so shitty. everythings going so great though. i keep making the same damned mistake over and over again.

so i fell asleep... started dreaming fell asleep in my dream, then i started dreaming again then fell asleep in that dream too. then again i started dreaming... so in all the dreams... i thought i was awake. i woke up from the last dream i started having.... and ended up in the dream before that one again.. thought i was awake again and i was ( Read more... )

today started with a nightmare and cold sweat.. ended a nightmare as well. tomarrow will be better

my bodies shutting down on me.. that bitch

last night, i knew that i was making a mistake. try to do something nice. it blows up in my face.. whatev.. im not hurt so much as im pissed. im mad at myself cuz i knew itd happen. fucking people man.. everyones just fuckin up lately..

im not a bad guy.. im just bad people...

it wasnt always like that... what happened to me?

im content