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am the happiest i have ever been in 23 yearssss. that is all.

i bet this gets long. i am laying in bed watching the last kiss for about the millionth time since i have been here and i guess the last two nights have got me thinking. i know that every time i am writing in here...especially when it is about a boy...i usually make it seem like this boy is the best person i have ever met. and a lot of times, he is ( Read more... )

okayokayokay, so...life. has been. great ( Read more... )

just going to say that i cant remember the last time i was so happy. so giddy. hopping around thinking about someone. i love it. its been years i think

so this is gonna be my last entry. ive had this thing since sophomore year of college and while i consider just making a new one and not telling anyone but mary and liz and the others...i dont know why id even bother with that much. its a nice place to get retrospective and talk about this little life that we have here but while i made it in ( Read more... )

i dont let myself sleep at night ( Read more... )

i didnt want you to look at me like you missed me.
i just wanted you to look at me like you were happy to see me.

ugh.

sometimes i wish i could meet the 7 year old me ( Read more... )

craig said the other day that he hopes, for my sake, that i remember what it was like to be with tim and how it all happened last time ( Read more... )

i want to move to seattle so badly ( Read more... )