i am still alive. i am sitting at the beach on the computer using the wireless at the beach cafe.  hawaii is incredible and i dont know if i am ever coming back. especially after craig gets here.  i wish all my favorites would come out here and see where i am so i could love them like crazy. my students are incredible and so funny. i have acquired ( Read more... )

i guess now is as good a time as any to mention that i have never, ever, in my life been happier.  easily the best 3 weeks of my life ( Read more... )

i just bought my one way ticket to hawaii.

sick thing is...id be really happy staying here, too.

uuugh, i feel bad. yesterday craig came home and i was all out of sorts cos i was pretty lonely all day and he didnt get home til 630 and i had no one to talk to but the dog and i guess thats my own fault but hes great and im like "dont worry about it" and of course hes going to worry about it but really theres nothing he can really do. i just miss ( Read more... )

im really fucking sick of this dog.

but i love her anyway.

every once in awhile it hits me....i am moving to oahu in umm. 3 weeks.... 21 days.

i dont if i am scared out of my head or i just really have no idea what i am doing.

i know that i dont wanna work every day for the rest of my life. i know im not ready for that.  but i guess i'll figure it out as i go along....just like i do everything else, no ( Read more... )

ive been gone a week and a day. i miss my girl friends a lot. its weird cos i am usually gone much longer than this when i was at school but i guess then it was different cos i was at school or teaching or whatever, and erica and katherine and lindsay were living with me and i still saw kate and chiara and alison all the time.  its just weird cos ( Read more... )

well friends, im in d.c. finally.  I was supposed to be in texas until wednesday but i was so miserable there i lied to my family and said i had to go to long island to take another teaching exam.  i have to thank my mom for that one, i had no idea what to say. my cousin would do nothing but sleep til 1...go to work at 115 and then work for 12 ( Read more... )

yo maybe it's just that I am really eager to get to d.c. and be with craig but....austin, texas....not that cool.
and its 104 every day.
yikes.

i dont really feel like going on and on about my graduation party that i had today...but i might.

i am kinda sick right now and im on medication and whatever...but last night we went out to blackbirds and im going to admit, i was drunk. i only had a beer and 2 shots...but i mixed beer and liquor and my 2 shots we blackhaus and whiskey and they ( Read more... )