i havent written in awhile, i guess i havent had time and ive been pretty depressed.  i know, i know, depresse in hawaii?  but seriously....think about where i am right now....i am in the middle of the largest ocean....on an island that i can drive around in about an hour. its incredible, i drove around the whole thing this weekend, went to the ( Read more... )

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sitting in the back of a cab friday night leaving hollywood i said "lets rent a car and go to vegas and get married." so  we rented a car and went to vegas. ...
it was awesome.

i have not seen craig in 6 weeks. since we started dating again, this is the longest we have gone. it has been fine, he is wonderful and makes it so much easier than it really is.  we really never fight adn no matter how frustrating it is, we always manage.  i am flying to LA tomorrow night.....thats tonight for everyone else.  and i cannot be any ( Read more... )

aaah had lots of talks yesterday. talking to craig about LA....talked to tim for a long time about everything and nothing.  talked to my mom for a bit and got to say hi to my dad.  once my dad gets on the phone its hard to get him off.  but they sounded good. they miss me.  im thinking about shooting home for october break. its not really a good ( Read more... )

sooooo yes, los angeles in 4 days and i cant wait.  craig and i are staying at the omni hotel which is amaaaaazing and gorgeous and we got a great deal becuase craig used his military id and when i think about it....i prolly coulda used my state id cos i work for the state of hawaii DOE. soooo....i will have to remember that next time i do ( Read more... )

eeeeh okay so. life. life is good. i thank god for the small miracles. like smelling the ocean the whole way home from work every day and finding that hawaii is where they really do make the best, stickiest rice. i miss my friends, i havent really heard from them since ive gotten here but...i really do miss them.  i kinda feel like they dont care ( Read more... )

I was just reading a girls journal...who i know and have talked to but have never met....we are no longer even acquainted really. but I was reading it and felt so....bad.  It was negative and sad and she seemed so unsure about everything and life and what she was doing and i felt bad because....i used to be exactly like that. i used to wonder when ( Read more... )

man oh man. so everyone is getting ready to go back to school and i think i am in my....4th week of teaching here? God, I love it. I love my kids, all 75 of them and I love my friends here and my little room and I love that Craig and I are still great. Better than great. We are talking about getting engaged. I don't know when...but sooner rather ( Read more... )

alllright i think i am the only one that ever posts anymore, but i figure why not.  i am here in the cafe on allisons computer. we still dont have internet in my house, we get it saturday but even then, i still dont have a computer. thats what i am getting with my....second or third paycheck.  i get my first check on thursday and i cant be more ( Read more... )