this weekend was eventful. i worked friday. then i wasnt feeling very well so i went home to see my dad's sugar dropped to like 33. it is suppose to be around 100. (he has diabetes) its so scary for me. he wouldnt talk or anything. i had to like force food down him and stuff. i hate playing nurse. i wish things could just be better. later on when ( Read more... )

im sorry things have been weird lately. i dont know whats wrong with me. i guess something in my mind clicked real fast and i saw everyone around me changing. i feel like im being blinded by something. and i feel like when i look in the mirror i am slowely becoming something i didnt use to be. i am slowely disappearing. and i felt like i was ( Read more... )

i feel ( Read more... )

TBS tonight. twill be tight. just like my raps. n/m ( Read more... )

tonight was fun. i finally got a fUn night, in which i didnt have to work and my friends were free so YAY! ashley, brit, syd, and me went up to the mall and super target or shall i say "europe" and then went to longhorn on the island and met up with tony and sam and dddd shit i forgot his name. i know it. im sorry. i hate that. but we had no money ( Read more... )

nothing is going on. still in the same place as yesterday, and the day before ( Read more... )

last night twas cool. me, brit, ally, syd, and ashley hitting up the show. too bad we didnt get to stay for north twenty four. its all good though. there will definatly be more oppertunities ( Read more... )

shesnotdefeated: i hate it when things like this happens. it makes me sick ( Read more... )

my new screen name isssss....

shesnotdefeated

<3333 send me a message about how special i am. :::cough cough:::

sucks like whoa im not going tonight. blah...again. i have so much homework and cleaning and catching up to do on top of me working tonight that im not even gonna try and ask my mom or get off work. i need money anyway and there will be other shows. mhhhmm ( Read more... )