I still remember my password for this journal.
How weird.
How...deliciously neat!

I am now re-married.

I have a son.

I have an insane love of Min Pins.

I am...HAPPY.

.goodnight.

I don't mean to constantly live within the shadows of my mind. Sometimes, I would like to touch the light, but alas...I am not fortunate enough to share any such optimism. My wording choices are poor, but I believe I get my point across. Believing in something is half the battle, it's maintaining the belief that you make yourself...well, believe. I ( Read more... )

My life...mostly my marriage...is in ruins. The marriage has been crumbling; no shock there. Happiness never lasts...at least, not for me. This much, I should also be aware, but alas, I am fooled like the rest of them. Whoever they are, I do not know, but I can almost understand. Gullible is perhaps the word I am seeking to explain myself, although ( Read more... )

Metallica...that is who I am listening to. I have been on this Metallica/Slipknot kick for awhile, now. I have always adored them, but it just seems I am so much more obsessive about them now ( Read more... )

For once...in a long, long time ( Read more... )

I have been insanely stressed, lately. It's quite terrible. So much has been going on, and I'm almost feeling like I'm at a breaking point. I just keep taking deep breaths, hoping for something to change or get better...but, it doesn't. I won't give up, naturally. I'll keep aiming for happiness. Somehow, I'll get there. I know something is going to ( Read more... )

Happy Halloween!!! This day marks 8 years since I created this journal. That's quite awhile, I think. =D For me it is, anyway. I used to create journals and delete them within a few months, but this one stuck. I'm glad it did, for it holds many memories, and I don't ever want to let them go. It's weird how dramatically life has changed since the ( Read more... )

Hello, 2011 ( Read more... )

i'm tired, but i just realized that i have now had this journal for over 7 years!!! crazy. i try to keep it as active as i can manage, but there just is not enough stuff that i can comfortably write about, on here, at least. i have a facebook, though, which i do keep very active. i love livejournal. i keep considering what i can do with it. ( Read more... )

Yes, yes. I have been away from livejournal for quite some time. I don't plan to update often, but I do want to at least post this one entry before the year is done. A lot has changed. A lot is also still the same. All I know for certain is, I am as happy as I can be at this particular point in time. I hope to achieve a higher level of happiness in ( Read more... )