I never knew how influencial/powerful/moving/personal music is. You ever have a compeletely aweful day and then listen to a specific song and your whole mood goes through a 180? It could range from Death Cab for Cutie to Guns and Roses, but everyone knows their anecdote. For me, acoustic is the way to go. Acoustic just makes everything pause for a ( Read more... )

I am such an effin' procrastinator. This is just getting ridiculous. I've said I am going to get up out of bed and take a shower an entire hour ago. I have just wasted an hour doing nothing. Abso-fucking-luetely nothing at all. You see that picture of me on my bed? That is what I have been doing for a whole hour, just thinking of showering. Or ( Read more... )

Too many events have happened in the past week and a half. In one's eyes, it may seem like only a few crutial events, but add them together and you make one big catastrophe. My feelings have exploded, eclipsed, and subsided too many times to count. But no, this doesn't mean I'm giving up on love. I would like to think I am giving love another ( Read more... )

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I got my new Vogue today (600+ pages) and I almost "shit my pants." There were so many things in the ads of all the designers that made me want to make something as artistic, edgy, and beautiful as the pictures I saw. I added them to my scrapbook I haven't touched in almost three months. I want to make someting that isn't commerical, that isn't ( Read more... )

So in the other Decision-Making and Morality class, they have to do an essay about themselves. Buut, my Decision-Making and Morality class is one of my "hippie" classes. We do what we want, or the teacher wants, no real structure. Very go-with-the-flow. Going back to the essay, they're doing a prompt,

"Who am I becoming and who do I want to become ( Read more... )

"there as i fall so weak and unworthy from running on broken legs with a nail in one hand and betrayal in the other. how quick i am to abandon and bathe in the vanities of myself. yet, your arms are always there outstretched to recieve me with eyes to drive my fear away. my road, my shelter, clothe me in humility. let my eyes respond to these ( Read more... )

Things are at a point now where it is out..of..my..control. And it won't change until quite some time from now. Just, too many things going on that I can't do anything about because what's done is done or it is going to happen for sure. That's just it ( Read more... )

Sometimes, things seem to be moving so slow that they are actually flashing before your eyes ( Read more... )

I have just finished making a new e-mail address in attempts that I will not be ashamed whenever I give away the e-mail address: ronismybritishlover@hotmail.com. Because it's more embarassing to say, "Oh no, Ron's not a real person. It's from Harry Potter!" than to say, "No, you spell it with a Z and two hyphens ( Read more... )