i've been driving around aimlessly looking for a direction to head in& i got so fucking frustrated that i gave up and got the urge to play with my new pens and draw. no sketchbook. or notebook. or napkins. now im at the library.a universe of fucking knowlege is stacked around me and im sitting here updating my livejournal. i got the lj itch. i ( Read more... )

Al picked me up from school; we drove around picking people up, hanging out ect.ect. Finally get to Boston. Steal lots of goodies from Newbury st, get to the showmeet up w/ jeffrey…Saves the day was so effing amazing. Say anything didn’t play, bummer. Melissa and I came up with creative tactics to get to the front. We humped people, and asked this ( Read more... )

( artwork overload )

Why does my livejournal font look so huge on everyone’s computer but mine. If anyone knows how to fix this so it looks small all the time, it would be greatly appreciated ( Read more... )

i fell asleep in boarders today for an hour and a half. i think one of the little book slaves attempted to wake up up and i growled at him although it's a blurry memory. i do remember jeff calling me though, and the disappointment that swallowed me when i realized i was sleeping in boarders on a friday night. i wanted to study for SAT's and be a ( Read more... )

i was tempted to steal a pumpkin today ( Read more... )

being a fool for so long led me to smarten up. How I was feeling was SO typical and now it makes me mad. When we were together I always thought to myself then its over and I’m devastated??? Not anymore ( Read more... )

jeff and i broke up. we agree that we love eachother &that wont be forgotten. stress from work, your friend dieing, distance& pressure, it all made the being in love part of part of us one of the least important things. in one of my last entries i said somthing about how we can make it through anything, i know we could have done a lot of things ( Read more... )

I currently have the body odor of a few hundred whiny, sweaty, fat, picture taking scene cows. Jeff and I went to see comeback kid w/ from autumn to ashes+rise against. Met up w/ Ali and Greg ect. ect. Our adventure proceeded to Wendy’s where the loved one and me shared a romantic 3-course meal ..baked potato, not one, but TWO large french fries ( Read more... )

I am so inconsistent with my livejournal-ing. One day the livejournal gods with forgive me ( Read more... )